Ramblings – A Whole Year (And Some) Later…

I wondered when I last posted a ramblings on my site..

Oh. That long ago. Well, I guess it’s time to do some proper updates, now isn’t it…? Continue reading


Ramblings – Getting the help I need + Stress Leave Pt.2

I’ve been going to my social worker (who’s also a therapist I do believe!), and we’ve managed to hit the point where I’ve been relieved upon going there. I finally told him about why I’ve been on work-leave, something I was too scared in telling him due to reasons. And…He understood why I needed to take the time off, and he told me they weren’t fire me for taking time off due to my health – since it is my health. Continue reading

Ramblings – Thoughts during Stress Leave

I’ve been on stress leave for a while now – about two to three weeks – and honestly, I have no idea what it’s doing for me. On one hand if I think about going back to work and the stresses there (stresses I’m not going to get into while I’m still employed there). I get physically sick and anxious and want to do anything but work. On the other hand if I think of just staying at home I feel completely useless and worthless, and wondering why I’m always anxious if nothing goes wrong in my room. It’s a consent fight between deciding if being anxious and physically ill at work, or feeling worthless and consenting doubting my existence at home. Continue reading

Ramblings: Central Canada Comic Con!

This weekend (Oct.27th to Oct.29th ) is Central Canada Comic Con, or more commonly known as C4. And like every year, I’m volunteering from 7AM to 3PM. So, if you’re coming into the convention, say hi!! We could hang out after 3PM and what not.

The guests I’m interested in seeing this year is Sammy Castillo (of course!! I’ve missed Sammy!!), and Mike Toth (Animator who worked in Disney movies!). I also want to see Allison Mack (she played in Smallville, one of my many television crushes!) and Steve Blum (who voiced Guilmon in Digimon Tamers!!). So many things to see, and not enough energy!

C4 is always amazing, and I’m always so nervous/excited about it. I’m gonna make another blog entry with pictures, ramblings, and perhaps some video.

(Maybe I’ll draw something during the convention too, who knows, who knows…)

Ramblings: Stress and Me

It’s been a while since I’ve updated all of you about…Anything.

First of all, Central Canada Comic Con is happening soon – from October 27th to October 29th! I’ll be volunteering the whole weekend, the 7 AM to 3 PM shift. Which is sort of funny, in a sense, given what I’m going to say next. Continue reading